I used to be more confident. what happened?

You might not be able to pinpoint exactly when it changed.

But you can feel it.

A sense that you used to be more confident.
More certain.
More like yourself.

And now, something feels different.

Confidence doesn’t disappear overnight

Confidence rarely vanishes suddenly.

It tends to shift gradually.

You take on more responsibility.
Life becomes more complex.
Expectations increase.

And over time, your attention moves outward.

You focus on:

• what needs to be done

• what others need from you

• what you should be doing

And slowly, your connection to yourself can become quieter.

The impact of life transitions

Confidence is closely linked to how we see ourselves.

So when your life changes, your sense of self often shifts too.

This can happen through:

• becoming a parent

• changes in your body

• career transitions

• relationship changes

• hormonal shifts

You’re no longer who you used to be.

But you may not yet feel connected to who you are now.

The role of self-criticism

As confidence dips, self-criticism often increases.

You might notice thoughts like:

• I should be doing better

• I’m not as capable as I used to be

• Other people seem more confident than me

These thoughts can reinforce the feeling that something is wrong.

But often, confidence hasn’t disappeared.

It’s just become harder to access.

Reconnecting with confidence

Rather than trying to “get back” to who you were, it can be more helpful to ask:

Who am I now?

Confidence grows from:

• understanding yourself

• trusting your responses

• feeling aligned with your life

And that often requires space to reflect, rather than pressure to perform.

Therapy as a place to rebuild from the inside

In therapy, confidence isn’t something we try to force.

Instead, we focus on:

• understanding what’s changed

• softening self-criticism

• reconnecting with your values

• building a steadier sense of self

As that connection strengthens, confidence often follows.

Not as something you have to prove — but as something that feels more natural again.

If this resonates

If you feel like you’ve lost confidence or don’t quite recognise yourself anymore, you’re not alone.

It may simply mean that you’re in a period of change.

Therapy can help you reconnect with yourself and explore what this next version of you might look like. Book in for a chat with me, and lets help you reclaim your confidence again.

Why Do I Feel Lost in My 30s — Even Though My Life Looks Fine?

This is something many women say quietly.

"I don’t know why I feel like this… my life is actually fine."

You may have a career.
A partner.
Children.
Friends.

From the outside, things might look stable.

But internally, something feels off.

You might notice:

• a sense of restlessness

• disconnection from yourself

• uncertainty about what you want

• feeling like you’ve lost confidence somewhere along the way

It can be difficult to explain, especially when there isn’t an obvious problem.

The quiet shift that happens in your 30s

Your twenties are often about building.

You build a career.
You build relationships.
You build a life structure.

By your 30s, many of those pieces are in place.

And that’s often when a new question appears:

Is this actually what I want?

Not necessarily because something is wrong.

But because you’ve changed.

The roles we grow into

Many women in their 30s find themselves holding multiple roles at once.

You might be:

• working professionally

• managing a household

• parenting

• supporting a partner

• caring for others

You become incredibly capable.

But somewhere along the way, your attention turns almost entirely outward.

Your energy goes into making life work for everyone else.

And the question of who you are can slowly fade into the background.

Feeling lost is often a sign of change

Feeling lost can be uncomfortable.

But it’s often a signal that something in you is evolving.

The person you were in your twenties may not fit the life you’re living now.

And the person you’re becoming may not be fully visible yet.

That space in between can feel uncertain.

But it can also be a place of possibility.

Therapy as a place to reconnect

Therapy offers something that’s surprisingly rare in everyday life.

Time.

Space.

Attention focused on you.

Not on what you need to manage, organise, or solve — but on understanding yourself.

Many women use therapy to explore questions like:

• Who am I now?

• What actually matters to me?

• What do I want the next stage of my life to look like?

There’s no pressure to arrive with clear answers.

Often the most valuable thing is simply beginning the conversation.

If you recognise yourself here

Feeling lost doesn’t mean you’ve failed or made the wrong choices.

Sometimes it simply means you’ve grown.

And growth often brings questions before it brings clarity.

Therapy can be a place to reconnect with yourself and explore what comes next.

Find out more about working with me and what this looks like for you.

Is It Perimenopause, Or Am I Just Not Coping?

Over the past few years, I’ve heard a similar question from many women in their late 30s and 40s:

"Is this perimenopause… or am I just not coping very well anymore?"

You might notice anxiety where you never had it before.
Your mood feels less predictable.
You’re more irritable, more emotional, or more overwhelmed than you used to be.

And alongside that comes a quiet self-criticism:

I should be able to handle this.

You may have spent most of your adult life being capable — managing work, relationships, parenting, responsibilities — and suddenly something feels… different.

It can be unsettling.

What perimenopause can actually feel like

When we think about perimenopause, we often hear about hot flushes or irregular periods.

But many women experience something much more subtle and confusing.

It might look like:

• anxiety that feels unfamiliar

• brain fog or difficulty concentrating

• sudden dips in confidence

• emotional sensitivity

• irritability or low mood

• a feeling of being unlike yourself

For some women, these changes come on gradually. For others, they seem to appear almost overnight.

And because these symptoms don’t always get talked about openly, many women assume the problem must be them.

Why so many women blame themselves

The women I work with are often thoughtful, capable and used to coping.

So when something shifts internally, the first response is rarely curiosity.

It’s usually self-judgement.

You might think:

• I should be stronger than this.

• Other women seem fine.

• Maybe I’m just not managing well anymore.

But perimenopause doesn’t happen in isolation.

This stage of life often overlaps with a lot of change.

Children may be growing up.
Careers may feel different.
Relationships evolve.
Parents begin to need support.

You may find yourself questioning things that once felt certain.

So when anxiety or emotional shifts appear, it’s rarely just hormones — and it’s rarely just you.

It’s often a combination of biological change, life transition, and the slow realisation that you’re not quite the same person you used to be.

This stage of life is often about evolution

One of the most helpful shifts I see in therapy is when women move from asking:

"What’s wrong with me?"

to asking:

"What might be changing here?"

Perimenopause can be destabilising, yes — but it can also be a time of deeper self-understanding.

You might begin to notice:

• what you’ve been tolerating for years

• where you’ve been minimising yourself

• what no longer fits in your life

• what you actually need now

This isn’t always comfortable.

But it can be meaningful.

How therapy can help during perimenopause

Therapy during this stage of life isn’t about fixing you or explaining everything away with hormones.

It’s about creating space to:

• understand what’s changing internally

• reconnect with who you are now

• explore what you want your life to look like going forward

For many women, therapy becomes the first place they can pause long enough to listen to themselves again.

Not the version of themselves that existed ten years ago.

The version of themselves that’s emerging now.

If this resonates

If you’re experiencing anxiety, emotional shifts, or a sense of unfamiliarity with yourself during perimenopause, you’re not alone.

Something in you may simply be asking for attention.

Therapy can be a place to reconnect, understand what’s happening, and explore what comes next.

If you’re based in London Bridge, or looking for online therapy you’re welcome to get in touch.

You’re not broken, you’re in transition

You don’t feel like yourself.

You’re functioning. You’re showing up. You’re doing what needs to be done.

But something feels off.

Maybe you’re more anxious than you used to be. Maybe you’re snappier. Maybe you’re exhausted in a way that sleep doesn’t fix. Maybe you’re quietly wondering, What’s wrong with me?

I want to offer you something gently but clearly:

You are NOT broken.
It might be that you’re in transition.

Midlife Isn’t a Crisis — It’s a Recalibration

So many women reach their 30s, 40s and 50’s, and suddenly find the old ways of coping just don’t work anymore.

You may be:

• Parenting young children (or teenagers)

• Navigating perimenopause

• Questioning your career

• Re-evaluating your relationship

• Grieving parts of yourself you’ve outgrown

This isn’t weakness. It’s evolution.

But evolution is uncomfortable.

When our identity shifts — when who we’ve been no longer quite fits — anxiety and low mood often show up. Not because you’re failing, but because something inside you is asking to be renegotiated.

The “I Should Be Fine” Trap

One of the most common patterns I see in therapy is this:

“Other people have it worse.”
“I should be grateful.”
“I’m lucky really.”

And yet — you don’t feel fine.

Suppressing discomfort because you think you should be okay only drives it underground. It often comes back as insomnia, overthinking, irritability, or that persistent sense that you’ve somehow lost yourself.

Therapy as Reconnection

In CBT therapy, we gently explore:

• What beliefs are driving your anxiety?

• What expectations are you carrying?

• Where did those standards come from?

• And are they still serving you?

This isn’t about fixing you.

It’s about helping you understand yourself in this new season of life.

Transitions aren’t signs of collapse. They’re invitations to re-align.

If you don’t quite recognise yourself right now, that doesn’t mean you’ve disappeared.

It may simply mean you’re becoming.

If this resonates, you don’t have to navigate it alone. I offer CBT therapy in London and online across the UK, supporting women through identity shifts, anxiety, and life transitions.

High-Functioning But Exhausted? Let’s Talk.

On paper, you’re doing well.

You go to work. You parent. You reply to emails. You show up. You manage.

From the outside, you look capable.

Inside? You’re running on fumes.

You might not even describe yourself as struggling. You might say:

“I’m just tired.”
“It’s a busy season.”
“Everyone feels like this.”

But this isn’t just tired.

This is the particular exhaustion that comes from carrying too much for too long.

The Invisible Load

Many of the women I work with are high-achieving and deeply responsible.

They are:

• The default parent

• The emotional regulator in their family

• The reliable one at work

• The friend who checks in on everyone else

They are competent. Strong. Capable.

And completely depleted.

What we often uncover in therapy isn’t incapability — it’s unsustainable standards.

Standards shaped by:

• Perfectionism

• Gendered expectations

• “I must not let anyone down”

• “If I stop, everything falls apart”

Over time, that pressure becomes anxiety. Or irritability. Or numbness.

High-Functioning Anxiety Is Still Anxiety

Because you’re still managing, it’s easy to dismiss your distress.

But high-functioning anxiety often looks like:

• Overthinking everything

• Difficulty switching off

• Trouble sleeping

• Harsh self-criticism

• Constant mental rehearsal of worst-case scenarios

You can look calm and feel like you’re internally sprinting.

Therapy Isn’t for When You Collapse

You don’t have to wait until you fall apart.

CBT therapy can help you:

• Identify the rules you’re living by

• Challenge the “I must cope alone” narrative

• Reduce anxiety at its root

• Rebalance responsibility

• Build boundaries without guilt

Strength doesn’t mean self-sacrifice.

If you’re functioning but quietly exhausted, that matters.

You deserve support before burnout forces it.

I work with women across London and the UK who look fine on the outside but are tired of carrying everything alone. If that sounds familiar, therapy could be a place to finally put some of it down. If this resonates, you’re welcome to book a free intro call with me, so just hit the button below.